10 DIMENSIONAL SPACETHOUGHT
Aside: One thing that amazes me is just how much I remember has been thought of as correct by some scientists. This stuns me both on "how the hell did I know this? Where did my subconscious bump into this idea?" level. That's because I can't really beleive I'm having the memories of a different person in the future. Right?
But if not, why do so many terms in my head turn out to be real terms? Why are so many theories I remember clearly built on existing theory?
I was a math major for 2 years in the early '90s. Quantum Physics was not in vogue yet. While I've always been interested in science, math and logic I have been absorbed in my own drama since 2001. Hardly in a position for my subconscious to be locating and absorbing all these esoteric ideas.
Ready?
ConsciousSpace consists of 3 infinite axises of 3 dimensional plane groups rotated into each axis. We perceive directly only one of outer dimensional layers of 1 axis. This layer is what think of as the fabric of spacetime. Parallel-away to that is the dimension of omnia. And bounding that is a dimension mechanically similar to our own. These tri-dimensional layers can be conceived as a layer of omnia contained by membranes of energy. But be aware that is a false analogy, just a way of conceiving what our minds are not constructed to conceive.
These infinite volumes of 9 dimensional space make but a single frame of choice; the single reaction of a single conscious observation at the quantum level. And those frames are lined up from the instant the first consciousness emerged stretching to the end of all consciousness.
Those emergent slices of what we perceive of as time are not infinite but an enormous number well beyond our calculations. And possibly expanding or contracting; there is argument on that.
Those 10 dimensions make up the Eververse.
You reading this, perceive this to be now. But every frame of 'you' perceives its own frame to be now. What you think of as past, present and future is all now to the you of that frame. All are equally real and equally capable of choice.
The Eververse is not static. In fact it is in constant frenetic flux. Decisions, not just 'will I have toast?' but the trillions upon trillions of quantum states that had to align to form a conclusion to that question, ripple out and effect other events, decisions, and quantum states. We are used to the perception of this through 'forward' progression of time. We call it cause and effect. We may be unaware of the depths of effects and seemingly unrelated connections but we know some. What we do not perceive is the cause and effect 'backward' along the frames.
You might be wondering why you don't remember these effects. The Eververse is in constant flux. There is no predestination and there is no fixed past. The you that started reading this paper is not the same you you remember starting to read this paper. A million scenarios might have played out and changed. A few of them might have been large, the vast majority tiny differences. You might have decided to stop reading and gone on to do something else. Yet here you are having been reading this all along.
If nothing stays fixed why does it matter what I do?
Picture the cause and effect you do know. Good actions don't always lead to good results either for yourself or others. Results often feel random when it comes to people. Likewise, the same with bad actions. A simple smile might brighten another's day slightly causing him to hold a door for someone, causing a chain of small kindnesses. Or a smile might push someone near breaking over the edge because of his perceived unfairness that you get to live happily while he is so hurting. But for the vast bulk of decisions good choices beget better environments. Maybe not directly but rippling out and forward themselves influences further choices of yourself or others causing new ripples.
Now picture those same decisions have a cause and effect backwards as well. Quantum decisions breaking a different way under the collective subscious will of the consciousness. And those changes ripple backward, outward, upward, forward as well. Which changes the you, and the universe that made that first choice, perhaps changing it again. Infinite variables playing out infinite variations; the Eververse in constant flux.
Each axis has two dimensions of potential separated by a dimension of omnia. The 10th is Choice.
When omnia extrudes into a physical dimension it presents as matter.
I've said that
poorly but it needs to be said that way first. Remember when I talked about
torque along the axises? The vast bulk of the time owing to how the pixels want
to self organize so that either there is no torque or the torque values cancel
out. I really almost follow that. The important thing is, if enough torque
combines in a way that the force is amplified and the fabric of our space
bends down into the omnia. This leaves the omnia, which can not move because it
is already everywhere, exposed [the teachers used the term 'presents' and
'presented' a lot so I'll just mention that.] in our dimension. And we perceive
it as mass. The wider the indent the larger the mass. The deeper the indent the
denser the mass.
Gravity is not a property of mass but rather the indentation that causes mass to present causes the interactions that seem gravitational. The way pixel charge combinations like to align cause indentations to attempt to merge.
The torque in the fabric of our dimension is energy (potential.) When enough charges change, usually at the edges of an indent, it can under certain circumstances cause a cascade effect releasing the torque outward rapidly releasing the indent. This is our perception of the conversion of matter to energy.
Torque along a relatively but not entirely flat dimensional axis represents all the states of energy.And to top of a long list of things I understand on a spectrum of superficially to poorly to incorrectly let me finish with something know I don't grasp at all.
For reasons not covered an indent on 'our' side causes an equal opposite indent on the dimension on the 'flip side' of the omnia. That I can picture even if I I get no sense of why or how. But here is the funky part: an indent on our side also causes a variant indent somewhere else in the fabric of their space. This of course causes an equal indent on 'our' side. Why this happens baffles me. Why this new indent doesn't cause yet another indent somewhere also eludes me. I do conjecture though that this may support the idea I keep tripping into that each particle in existence might have a twin of a different nature. Or that could just be me putting patterns on chaos. Take all of this with many grains of salt.